Sunday 29 November 2009

Okay, I'm new to this...

I always think when I write a blog 'who the hell is going to read about my boring, monotonous life' but hey I'm going to give it a shot!!

I figure i best start with a short introduction into the life of me, as things will make little sense without an explanation, so here goes ...
I am a 23 year old mother to a wonderful 4 year old daughter called Millie and have a wonderful boyfriend called Tomm. I live in my own little quiet flat and spend most of my time playing xbox 360 - Call of Duty: Modern Warfare2 whilst my daughter is at school. I am currently looking for a job, but i like to draw and like to think i am working on a tattoo design portfolio (currently not doing much :/) and maybe someday i will design my own clothes or become a tattoo apprentice! I've decided to enter a competition! I have to design a logo for a local club night in Cheltenham.

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DESIGN COMPETITION:

In the New Year we are going to be giving away free stuff to students in Cheltenham such as bags, t-shirts, stationary...whatever we decide on really...and we want a super wicked cool design on them to make them socially acceptable to use every day. This is where you creative minded people come in to play.
There is NO SET THEME for the design, it just simply needs to contain ACADEMIA within it somewhere. So go crazy. Go wild. Create a masterpiece and you could have your design printed on loads of stuff to be distributed around the campuses.
Also the winning design will be made into a HUUUUGE work of art to be displayed at Academia in the club each week.
Deadline is Thursday 17th December via e-mail to me.
Winner announced on Christmas Eve during the clubnight."

So yeah i figured i'd give it a go and see what I can come up with :D and also Tomm wants me to design a little logo for his project... so I have lots of little things to keep me busy

I went to see New Moon last Friday and I LOVED it so so so much!! It was incredible, and Jacob has got so muscular, everyone loves Edward but nope I am a Jacob fan! He is by far THE best ha ha But let me say, what the hell was with all the fighting with the Volturi at the end?! I mean that doesn't even slightly happen in the book! its like an added part which isn't even really needed!! But anyway it still was amazing!! Tomm and I are going so well, I never want him to leave, hes only been gone from mine for a couple of hours and I miss him already Sad I know but I love him so much!! We went to my nan and grandads for lunch today with my family, roast dinner at the family's house must have been quite nerve-wracking for him! He met my auntie, uncle, cousins, sister, grandad, step father and to be honest, did really well. I am pretty sure everyone loves him <3>

I've always been very jealous of my sister, shes 22 years old (1yr 6 months younger than me) and she has her little life so perfect, she has a bf who she has been with since she was 15, who loves her very much and they are so perfect it makes me feel sick. She has a wonderful job with a financial advisor (which pays lots of money) she is working on a degree in geography, and business. She drives a nice car and has her own little cottage in a picturesque little village with her fucking boyfriend. (yeah i am green with envy) but today for the first time i felt like some of this envy had disappeared!!! As Tomm looked at me and said 'Sian, you don't need to be jealous anymore, 7 years down the line we will have a perfect relationship and everything will be amazing' Butterflies were felt almost immediately, my little cheeks went bright pink, and as my lips touched his everything felt perfect. And I believe him!!! I really really do believe him. I have never ever felt this, i have never trusted anyone, and most certainly have never been in a relationship which I actually feel will last forever. Maybe I'm being a little naive but who cares. I am living for this moment and this feeling which will last forever.


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